DropDeadSuicide
Thursday, February 3, 2011, 5:54 PM
Damn i miss my hair T.T Going ns soon but idk when or which group will i be posted to ): its very heart wrecking for me to wait and wait.. Going through numerous medical check ups because i have a friggen medical issue.. i'm anemic.. FUCKMYLIFE.. I just wanna get this fucking ns thing over and done with..
Thursday, September 2, 2010, 2:53 AM
Dear bloggy,my life is a mess .
everything is a mess .
i can't talk it anymore .
i don't know what to do .
i'm always good at fixing other people's lives but i can't seem to fix my own .
take care .. and goodbye ..
Labels: goodbye
Sunday, May 2, 2010, 1:10 AM
Do we look alike ? Or at least kinda alike ? Hahaha ! Damn man .. I miss my hair .. Like reallyreally miss my hair .. Sigh .. If i had one wish right now,i wish i had my old hair back .. Damn it man ..! Oh well .. Well today had alot of fun .. Spent time with baby and the usual peeps at somerset skatepark .. Oh btw guys,baby bought her skateboard already ..! Like .. WOOTWOOT ! Now can finale skate with her .. Wow .. How time pass by soo fast .. I can't believe i've been with her for 8 months already,and this month will be our 9 months .. Wow .. Damn ..! I think i've found the one who i'd love to spend the rest of my life with .. Hmm .. Well .. See how things flow for the rest of the days .. But hey,me and baby know that we can last loooooong~ Like really loooooong~
Hmm .. Well .. Guess that's all .. Bye guys ! And to all you people who love Oli Sykes,back off ! He's mine ! :D
Labels: i love you dear ..
Monday, April 26, 2010, 4:11 AM
What tricks i've landed soo far ..boneless
boneless 180
boneless 360
ollie
fakie ollie
nollie
shove it
fakie shove it
shove it rewind
bs big spin
fakie 360 shove it
impossible
fakie impossible
pop shove it
fakie pop shove it
360 pop shove it
kick flip sex change
bs fakie big spin
360 flip (landed by accident)
primo stand
rail flip
boneless roulete
Hmm.. Good for 5 months of skating after stopping for such a loooong time .. Hmm .. Oh well ..
I still have a long way to go ..
Labels: skate or die
Monday, April 5, 2010, 12:23 AM
Baby's gone.. She's gone.. For 3 days.. Sigh.. I know it's only 3 days and i seem to be making a big deal out of it.. But 3 days. Seems like a looooooong time to me..
Imagine 3 days without air to breathe. 3 days lost in a desert. 3 days feeling lonely and sad. Hmm.. Get the picture now?
Because baby.. You're like the air I need to breathe
You're my guide that give me directions in life
You're the one I can count on to cheer me up and i soo adore your voice and I'm missing you like crazy now..
And the worst part is.. Its only the first day.. Sigh..
Lets see how i manage without my dearest.. For 3 days. Hmm..
I miss your texts..
I miss your voice..
I miss your warm embrace..
I miss the way we kiss..
I miss holding your hand..
I miss you soo much..
Labels: fake smiles and fake laughs
Friday, April 2, 2010, 2:07 AM
Can't sleep. Cannot sleep. Haven been sleeping well for 2 days straight. Feeling weak. Argue here,augue there,argue everywhere. Wanna die. Wanna cry. Feeling sick. Oh soo weak. Not enought rest. My life's a mess.
Sigh.. I don't know what to do uh.. Feeling soo alone.. Soo lost.. Soo misserable..
Idk what I did.. What I said.. I'm sick.. That's how sick people sound like.. Don't have to be soo harsh on me.. It's just not fair.. It's like I wasn't even there.. It's like.. Idk.. I can't think straight.. The pills must be kicking in.. Hmm.. Well.. Idk if this means anything.. But hey sweetheart.. I'm sorry.. For being sick.. For sounding sarcastic.. For everything.. For everything that's worth in or marriage I mean.. Relationship.. I'm sorry..
xoxo
Hakim DropDead Suicide
Labels: a recipe for disaster
Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 1:04 AM
Damn man.. I envy this emo couple.. Makes me miss my hair and my snakebites more T.T
But hey.. Dad's gonna pass me cash to buy the hair growth accelarator. So yeah.. Just give me 1 month. I'm sure I can get my old hair back. Ok la.. Maybe not my old hair.. But maybe something close to it.. Hahaha! Hmm.. Well.. Can't wait to start using it^^ Can't wait to get my old hair back. Once its back. Say hello to Oli Sykes' look-alike guys^^
Labels: failure
Thursday, March 25, 2010, 12:50 AM
thanks for the fun day guys c: you guys sure did cheer me up^^
Labels: happy pills
Wednesday, March 24, 2010, 1:00 AM
I tried my best to look like him.. Do i look like the dude?
Labels: Oli Sykes
Sunday, March 21, 2010, 11:26 PM
If you could read my mind you'd be in tears.Trust me.. You will..
There's soo much misery,soo much pain,soo much negative shit going about in my head.
Sometimes I feel like killing myself.. End the pain once and for all.. Fuck this shit they call life..
Fuck it and damn it to the grave.. My grave.. I can't take this any longer!!
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW!!!
My life is a mess..
It sucks to be me..
I feel as if i have no purpose in life anymore..
I feel as a knife has peirced my heart and its slowly twisting and slowly gourging out my heart..
I feel like digging my own grave and lie there and slowly become one with the earth..
Slowly decay and rot till i become as putrid as another dead corpes..
FUCK IT! FUCK THIS SHIT!
Labels: stab my heart till it stops beating
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