DropDeadSuicide
Monday, October 13, 2008, 3:09 AM
Hey there guys.This is my first post.I'm really excited about it.Hahaha!But my post is not soo exciting...As a matter of fact,it is depressing...This is how the storey began,on 18th Febuary i asked a girl if she was interested to go steady with me.She told me she was'nt ready yet.I was soo eager to be in a relationship with her so I told her I'd wait for her.We got along quite well.As time passed so did her feelings for me.It was on the month of June that she totally ignored me.I was shocked and sad.I loved her soo much and she does this to me.That month was one of the saddest times of my life.I even had thoughts of suicide.But I told myself that it was'nt worth it.Who knows.She might come back to me,and she did.I was soo happy.We held on for another three or four months.We were happy.She finnally had the sam feelings for me.She loved me.I was happy that she finnally had those feelings for me.But we had a diffrent way of thinking.I wanted to be in a serious relationship and she wanted to enjoy her single life.I was sad when she told me that.As she held me in her arms for that one last time I started to feel teardrops cascading down my cheecks.I told her I did'nt want to lose her.At that momment,she realised that I loved her that much.I stood by her through thick and thin.She ended my long wait for her but only because she did'nt want me to get hurt even more.Besides,which guy would want the girl that he loves to be flirting with other guys.So that is the reason she ended it.She told me she still loves me.Sigh..I love her soo much..I just don't want to lose her):Profile.
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Thankyou, vehemency.