DropDeadSuicide
Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 9:42 PM
I feel like crying myself to death. .I wish I could cry out blood for all you people to see. .If you guys think I'm creepy,than you guys can just fuck off. .I don't give a damn right now. . If I don't interact with you guys and I'm 'emo-ing' or whatever fuck you guys call it in one corner,just leave me alone,don't bother asking if I'm okay because I'm obviously not okay. .Alright?
If you guys happen to see me at town or anywhere,don't forget to say hi.I may not say hi back,but I'll acknowledge your greeting with a smile.I'll hide behind my 'smiles' and my 'laughter' for the moment.If you guys are truly my friends,than you can see the difference.Don't worry guys,I don't want to bother you guys with my problems.Just go about your business and I'll go about with mind. .But if you guys insists on helping me,than I'll gladly welcome you with open arms.Alright. .That's about it for that topic.
Next is a random topic.
I just realized that I'm like a toy boy to almost all of my ex's.Its like this,girlfriend gets a new toy.Plays with it,cares for it,loves it to death than when a better toy comes up,she leaves the old toy for the new one.I mean,damn. .Heartless bitches. .Sooo suck man. . I should play safe next time.Find a girl who plays a fair role in the relationship.I treat her to dinner than she can suprise me with a dinner of her own the next time we go out or when I hangout at her place.
Find a girl that understands me to the extend that she can tell what's my next move.
Find a girl that is faithfull till the end.
Find a matured thinking girl.
Find a girl who has the same whacky attitude I do.
Find a girl who practically shared all her serious problems with me because she knows I could'nt be bothered with small childish problems which lead to another small childish problem.Unless she needs help in picking out what to wear for our date(:
Find a girl who's parents would love me to death.
Wow. .I wish there was a girl like that. .I'm sure there is,but its just soo rare to find girls like that.Most girls just wanna have 'fun' -.-
Hahaha. .(sacarstic laughter)
Oh yeah!One last thing!Advice to all you guys,don't pass your girl's number to your friend,because honestly,you'll get hooked in a love triangle than you can tell the girl to keep her love lockdown and you can be like me!Sad and depressed. .
I hope I have a hippie-licious dream later^^
Can't wait to go to sleep,but the thing is,I am finding it soo hard to sleep. .You guys know why. .Oh well. .I'll have panda eyes in the morning than. .
If anyone has a problem with this post,bitch about it on my taggy.
Byee and be hippie XD
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