DropDeadSuicide
Monday, September 21, 2009, 3:51 AM

I don't know why.. I've been feeling friggen depressed lately.. Friggen dropdead suicidal.. But I did'nt hurt myself la.. Don't worry.. But I just felt like killing myself. I don't know why I'm feeling this way.. I know I should be happy because it's Hari Raya and stuff.. But I'm not.. I'm just a freaking actor.. I conceal my true feelings with fake smiles and laughter.. Sigh.. I want this pain I feel to end.. Right now.. One way or another..


Another thing.. Since its Hari Raya,I would like to seek forgiveness from all my friends,family and my beloved.. Please forgive me for all the bad things I've done,the hurtfull things I've said and the actions that make you guys doubt me.. I am really sorry.. Please forgive me..






Sigh..




Baby I wish you were here.. I miss you soo much.. *cries*

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