DropDeadSuicide
Saturday, October 31, 2009, 1:56 AM
28 october 2009
Dear diary.. It's just me.. No one special.. Don't mind me.. I'm just pouring out my thoughts for today.
Went to work. Yeap.. I'm working at Topshop at Raffles City. Didn't feel like working.. Don't have any mood.. Smiled and greeted customers.. Chatted and laughed with my workmates.. If only my smiles and laughter were real.. I seriously didn't have mood.. I didn't want any of my friends to know. So I concealed my true feelings.. Sigh.. Someone kill me please..
29 october 2009
Dear diary.. Hey it's me again. Just pouring out my feelings and sharing my thoughts for today..
Went to work.. Had to work full shift. 10 till closing. Seriously no mood. I don't know why.. Well actually I do know why.. I know exactly why.. But I'm not gonna say it.. Sigh.. Fake smiles and laughter again. Failed attempts to make myself happy by making stupid jokes and taking about lame stuff. Made a few people laugh.. Well.. At least they're happy.. Sigh.. Lucky them.. I wonder why I'm always the one who feel like crap.. I know there's obviously more people out there feeling the same way.. Well guys.. Hope you guys get your lives back together soon.. Goodbye..
30 october 2009
Dear diary.. Guess who? Yeah.. It's just me.. No one special.. I still feel the same.. I'm sick and tired of pretending to be happy. I'm sick and tired of faking how faking my true feelings.. I'm sick and tired of the pain I feel in my heart.. I'm sick of my life.. Someone please kill me..
31 october 2009
Dear diary.. This will be my last entry.. It's time to bid you farewell.. Its 2.15 am and I still feel the same.. Meeting adik later.. I'm probbally going to break down infront of her.. Sigh.. It's late.. Gotta go.. Goodbye diary..
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