DropDeadSuicide
Saturday, November 21, 2009, 2:22 AM

Crying right now.. Listening to old Alesana songs.. Came across 2 of my favourite songs from the band. They're my favourite because they are really meaningfull and it reflects my current situation and how I'm feeling.. I cry. I cry an endless stream of tears. I cry because I'm filled with sadness. I cry because I'm depressed. I cry because I hate my life.. I cry because I hate the current situation I'm in.. I cry.. I simply cry..


(early mourning lyrics)
kiss my closing eyes
help me sleep without you
I'm soo lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace
why not one more night
one last kiss goodbye
my sweet love tonight
i hope the stars still spell out your name
i close my eyes and you're everything i see


(As you wish Lyrics)
Life is meaningless without you
Love can be such a beautifull torture
my heart breaks as i long for you
love can be such lovely torture
will you forgive what i've done


These lyrics mean alot to me. They reflect on how I'm feeling these past few days.. I don't know what to do.. I just hope.. I just wish.. I just want things to be good again.. But what can a guy like me do? I'm a nobody.. All I can do is wait patiently. I will wait till that faithfull day comes.. I am determined,I am is persistent.. I will wait.. For as longas my heart is beating.. I will wait.. I swear..

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