DropDeadSuicide
Monday, November 16, 2009, 2:37 AM
Can't sleep..Irregular heartbeats.. Gaah! I think I'm dying.. Been having lots of problems with my body..
Been blacking out,heart pain,shortage of breathe,mood swings,can't sleep.. Damn.. I need to get outta here.. Go to someplace where I can be alone and suffer alone.. A place where I don't have to drag my friends,family and gf into the situation.. I don't wanna be a burden.. I feel like a burden.. Idk what to do.. The previous post was kinda 'mad' at the beginning and 'lovey dovey,sensitive,depressed,EMO' in the end because of these mood swinga.. Damn it.. I wanna edit that post but freakin lazy.. Sigh.. I think I'm blacking out soon.. Currently playing CafeWorld. Thanks to Fafa. Its the least I could.. Who knows.. That might be the last thing I would do.. I planned out my obituary already. A honest one too.
In memory of Muhammad Hakim bin Daud
Born in the year 1992 on the 23rd of December
Son of Daud Yusof and Anizah bte Wahid
Elder brother of Nurul Hannah bte Daud
May he finally find peace in the afterlife
May he forever be remembered
May his last words not be forgotten
Died at a young age of 17. Led the life of a gangster at an early age of 14 till 16.Took drugs,smoked 5 boxes a week,drank alcohol.
Started mutilating himself at the age of 16. Tried killing himself at the age of 16.
Almost killed himself at the age of 16.
Cried almost everyday at the age of 16 till 17.
Met Fafa at the age of 17. Fell deeply in love and moved into a relationship on 23 August 2009.
Changed for the best. Still smokes. Stopped drinking and taking drugs. Seldom mutilate himself. Seldom think of suicide, Started having problems with body. Blcked out randomly. Irregular heartbeats frequently. Random mood swings. Tries to deny suicide but it seems like the only option for him.. Blacked out and dies quietly in bed.
Rest in peace
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