DropDeadSuicide.

I've been busy nowdays.. Skate and other personal stuff.. One of them is song writing and simply writing down poems. Just a bunch of random poems. Mostly reflecting on how i feel in the past.. Here's one of them.

This knife is all i have left
All that's left to share my pain
Pain that i feel deep down
Pain that kills me deep inside
Pain that slowly extinguishes the flames of my dying happiness
Its like a blackhole with a hunger for sorrow and anguish
It feeds on the very essence of my dying happiness
It feeds ravenously on my dying hope
It feeds off the negative energy that resides within me
This feeling i can't lay to rest
This feeling i can't dismiss
This feeling i can't resist
I want to battle this plaque
Be rid of it
Be free from it
Be happy again
It seems like the end is nigh
It feels as if i'm going to die
It feels as though I won't make it out alive
I am a lost soul
Roaming forever on this world
In search for that one thing I crave for
That one thing i desire to be with
That one thing i wish i could have
HAPPINESS